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She loves her rifle...and this killer playlist

Editor's note: Kayla Williams is an Army war vet and author of Love My Rifle More Than You: Young and Female in the US Army. This list originally appeared on her blog.


The author (right) rockin' her rifle while tooling around Iraq back in the day.

When I was speaking at a university a few years ago, a student who DJ'd at the local college radio station and had read my book asked me to come on as a guest. He had me put together a list of music I listened to in Iraq, and then interviewed me between songs. It was a really cool experience for me to revisit my deployment through music.

This isn't limited to my time in Iraq, but is evocative of both my deployment and homecoming. Here it is:

1. Live, "Mental Jewelry"

I started listening to Live in high school and have fond memories of seeing them play. For some reason, the lyrics came into my mind often in Iraq, always making me feel a little melancholy.

2. Bad Religion, "The Process of Belief"

This album came out while I was at DLI, and I listened to it throughout the summer of 2002 while I was at AIT in Texas. Once we got to Iraq, this song in particular made me ache.

3. "Story of My Life," Social Distortion, Social Distortion

This is one of my favorite albums. Went to see them play in Dallas the summer of 2002 – and spent the whole time feeling a little alienated from civilians. As for this particular song, I left my hometown when I was 15, and every time I've gone back have felt that weird sensation of my old neighborhood not being the same. That got even stronger after I joined the Army. I like how this song captures a particular feeling of frustration.

4. "So What," Ministry, The Mind is a Terrible Thing to Taste

I was angry as a teenager, and spent a lot of time angry while I was in the Army, too. This is a great song to be really pissed off to. (Random aside: I saw the movie this song has samples from on Mystery Science Theater 3000 once, which was awesome. It's totally absurd, you should check it out: The Violent Years.)

5. "Holiday in Cambodia," Dead Kennedys

So there isn't a lot of DK on Spotify that I could find. The song I wanted to put was "Life Sentence" (the lyrics "you don't do what you want to but you do the same thing every day" could describe half my time in the Army!), but this is a good one, too. Fits in with the theme of anger.

6. "Jaded," Operation Ivy," Operation Ivy

As angry as I got, I never gave up those hopeful kernels, and still clung to that conviction that I could make the world a better place. "Sound System" is another good one off that album, about how music can bring you back up when you feel shitty.

7. "Cactus," Pixies, Surfer Rosa

I have no idea why this particular Pixies song is the one that I got totally fixated on in Iraq. The mention of the desert? Who knows.

8. "Then She Did," Jane's Addiction, Ritual De Lo Habitual

When I was younger and, um, enjoyed experimenting with mind-altering substances, the song "Three Days" was what I loved the most – it took me on this whole mental odyssey. But in Iraq I fell in love with this one, a more reserved and introspective one.

9. "In the Arms of Sleep," The Smashing Pumpkins, Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness

I would listen to this one over and over and over in Iraq, longing to … be there, have those feelings.

10. "I Know, Huh?," The Vandals, Hitler Bad, Vandals Good

This reminds me of the giddy, heady, happy days of being just home from Iraq, before the bad parts of reintegration kicked in. I have memories of driving around with Zoe singing along with this, being goofy and ridiculous.

11. "8 Mile," Eminem, 8 Mile

When things started to get really shitty, I would listen to this song (oh, so cheesy! I know!) and tell myself I could push on for just a little longer and couldn't give up.

Listen to the playlist:

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